Dear stalkers:

Hi Therine, Hi Nette!
=)
I thought since I singled y'all out at lunch I might as well single y'all out on my bloggio! haha!

This is Sad

It's sad that a salutation in the 21st century consists of one thing: @
Yes, the twitter response symbol. I rarely ever write 'dear' or 'hello' anymore. It's just '@' then whomever I want to talk to. It sucks sometimes. UG!
Copperboom!
peanut butter xoxo

Godfather Trilogy

So last night I watched the first Godfather movie with my pops and today I watched the other two movies. So here's my run-down on the hallowed trilogy:
My favorite of the three was the first (mostly because James Caan was in it...but...) and I found it to be the least annoying. Yes, you heard me right, annoying. In the second one Michael was a detached zombie and the entire third movie was just unnecessary! Michael's attempt to "legitimize" the family is an unattainable ideal that is made even more unattainable by his temper. He is soo close to becoming legit then he has to go and kill someone, which a legit company wouldn't do! And the third movie gets its own paragraph so...

So the Godfather part III was just dreadful. It was a half an hour too long and Sofia Coppola was horrible! And what's with the whole Cousin love story line? Bada BING! IT sucked! The whole movie was just Too. Much. I didn't need to know that Kay still loved Michael because after what they did to each other, I was ready to move on. Also...the whole story line was just lacking. None of it was enticing. Oh! And did Michael Corleone, MICHAEL CORLEONE, really die like that? REALLY!?!? That's so annoying, that such a character just keels over, just like that. I mean COME. ON!! ug. More later.
Copperboom!
peanut butter xoxo

umm this is AMAZING

That bench in the corner

So all this time
I've been thinking that you were amazing
fantastic
and I thought you were the coolest
and that everything you said
was the smartest thing ever
and that you taught me everything

but you're just full of crap.
and a whole lotta bull.
I'm sorry but shit like that just isn't
real
it's fake shit you put up there to impress someone
I used to look up to you
but now I'm just thinking

what happened to you?

crap like this

I really want to write something, but I don't know what to write

I'm not inspired

I'm not at all tired

and these are the two best times for me to write poetry

I'm just bored

and thats when crap like this comes out. MAH!

So I saw Jessica Stroup today (Silver from 90210) and she was smoking! EW!

I was at this office that my dad was at today which was on the Raliegh Studios Lot and thats where they film 90210 and OMG I saw her as I was leaving. there was TOTES rubberneck action...which I kinda feel bad about...but whatevs!

Talk Derby to Me!

I went to the LA Derby Dolls tonight and I just had to come up with derby doll names for myself and others.

-Elizabeth Bendit, #1813

-Sarah Impalin, #-08

-Auntie Maim, #65

-Grassy Ass, #1111 (she would wear green hot pants)

-Curl Swirl, #360

-Harry Slaughter, #7

-Bella Killin (no number for her yet)

well, I hope y'all had a successful weekend!

Copperboom!

peanut butter xo

clouds

You will always be my friend, right?

I cannot hug you

but you listen to my secrets

You do not respond

but I know you are listening

You are always changing

but always there

I see what I want to see

and I say what I want to say

and everything is okay

because you are always there.

Just the wisps of a thought

falling from the sky

catching the light with an invisible, selfish net

greeting me in the morning and staying around to

say goodnight

Taking a summer vacation

but coming back in time to see me off to my first day of school.

Beautiful, light, high-in-the-sky

clouds

Those Girls

My goal in life is to smile as much as those girls

to impart as much wisdom upon younger generations as those girls

to have as much kick-assery occur during my years as those girls

to be as talented as those girls

to have as many bffs as those girls

and to be as loved as those girls.

BEST FRIENDS FO-EVAH!

So I found an old birthday card you sent me

and I realized it was all a big lie.

I saw all the pictures we took

and wondered why you even bothered to try.

I understand that you now hate me

so much as to avoid me.

So thanks for the memories, inside jokes and sleepovers.

I hope what you did to me never happens to you.

Well...that's kinda a lie. I REALLY hope it happens to you.

xo

baby

Two-Faces

The last I remember, saying one thing and doing another

is generally frowned upon.

I do not understand why people do it if

it is so obviously unacceptable.

The obviousness of such lies

do not escape me.

Especially when the evidence is mere feet

from me.

I do not believe that such lies

are to be borne in a civilized societal setting.

And yet the liars in question

persist!

And persist!

And persist still!

I am terribly upset and find this whole subject very vexing.

Stomach

Why do I hold all of my emotions in my stomach?

Pain, Sadness, Excitement, Fear, Anxiety.

It all goes into my stomach, and thats how I know something is up.

Its very strange, but I just don't know why.

a fiery ghost

she loves

she laughs

she sings

she dances

she acts

she cries

she is a fiery ghost

she is the light

she is the laughter

she is the shoulder to cry on

she is the one to go to with troubles

she is the sweetest most harmless person alive.

and i love her.

If Caroline had her way...

D: ...and I can't understand why she refuses to accept me!

B: Goodness! What are you getting at? I just sit here all day and listen to you rant about HER! I'm right here! What is so wrong with me??

D: I beg your pardon?

B: Oh don't act like this is a surprise! You've known how I feel about you for sometime now and all you do is ignore it. What do you think this is? I can tell you it isn't a card game! These are my emotions you are toying with and I don't appreciate that you go about doing nothing but talk of that Bennet girl! I love you Mr. Darcy and I have always loved you. I know you better than I think you know yourself. Then that girl waltzes into your life knowing nothing about you and absolutely abhorring you. Yet, to my complete astonishment, you persisted. You mocked me when I asked when I was to wish you joy and you just offered her your hand. I don't know why you feel the need to hurt me like this. All I ever wanted to do was to be loved by you, not cast off like slop. At least appreciate me the way I appreciate you. I adore you and I am willing to do anything for you. Please, please...I'm begging you...

D: Yes...well...quite so...I must leave. Goodbye

B: ...I expected as much.

Her

Her face is beautiful

Her dress is beautiful

Her air is beautiful

and so horrible at the same time.

everything is justified

and ridiculed

and terribly objected-to

and horrible.

her love is sad

and pure

and true

and ridiculed

and terribly objected-to

but not horrible. no, this is true.

this is real.

for once everything about something is real and true and pure.

no spite, no hate. just love. for once. and, unfortunately, only once.

and she is judged.

and she judges. with no one telling her otherwise.

she has learned well, but not wise.

she has learned the ways of spite, not of truth and kindness.

she has been taught to hate and to ridicule and to win. never to lose and accept it.

pride has been her way, and that has been her downfall.

TWIN DAY

So I'm not sure if a few lower schoolers got the memo: Twin Day doesn't mean, "let's wear the weirdest, most outrageous outfit so EVERYONE knows we're twins." Seriously? If you wear a cute outfit with one other person or a number of other people, the school will know you planned it. No need to dress like you are prepared for a clown-hoedown or a rave!

Get excited for Fav Animal Day tomorrow. It'll be just like going to the ZOO! =D

Copperboom!
peanut butter xoxo

She is strong

She is a warrior

She is fluid

She speaks only of truth

She is a thing of strength, beauty, terror, talent and love

Her eyes shine with intelligence and her tongue is sharp with wit.

Her song makes songbirds insecure.

She has abundant talent and a mind of genius.

She is fiercely loyal and terrifyingly independent.

Her body moves like silk in the wind

She is my best friend and I love her.

The Lady in White Robes

she screams in vain

searching for something, anything

the ground is cold beneath her feet

she digs and searches the earth for her lost item.

the mist engulfs her dreams

her cries for help cannot be heard

her prayers go unanswered

as the blindfold tightens

she cannot see

she is alone

luminescence

adequate.

thats a slippery slope between okay and great.

I just made it.

But what if that's not good enough? What's wrong with wanting perfection or, dare I say it, equality?

If there was equality, then there would be no need for adequate.

That would just be a fleeting thought. Merely a transitional period between okay and great.

Then that smile would be mine, because we were equal and I wasn't just adequate.

She is above us all.

transcending the normal, the accepted, the usual.

She is better, brighter, smarter.

She knows all, yet harbors secrets none of us can dream about.

She must struggle against it all just to survive, all while facing her demons every day.

She has daily battles that no one has ever faced.

She is strong, brave, and alive.