"When we can no longer dream, we die" -Emma Goldman

Thursday, August 27, 2009


I was always there for you
Unquestionably, unwavering. 
No doubts, no fear. Just there. 
And I always came back; don't know why, just did. 
But you always made it worth it.
But one little slip and now it's broken again.
And I don't have the effort to fix it...again...again...again. Alone.
And since you aren't helping either, so be it.

Monday, August 24, 2009

King Solomon

If you had to choose, who would you pick?
If King Solomon were to cut you in half, I would be the one to give you up.
In short: I'm here for the long run. I care more.
We have a history together and have always been in eachother's lives. 
I'm always gonna be here for you, whatever you choose.

Sunday, August 23, 2009


I know it seems irrational, but it's just the truth. I don't know why I feel this way, but I do.
You and me are always on the same page so when we don't see eye-to-eye it throws me off.
I love you to death but I'm over *that* and I need you to understand.
There's no need to be nasty, it's just the way I feel.
I'm sorry if you feel the need to be profane or hurtful, but all I'm doing is laying down the facts.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Mean Girls

She leaves a wake of destruction behind her,
her shiny veneers hide fangs so sharp they will tear you apart
and some swear they have seen a tail whip around underneath her too-short skirt.

People divert their eyes when she passes
and her perfectly coiffed hair hides horns.
Her ingenuity is used to tear girls down.

God Damn, high school girls are bitches! 

Friday, August 21, 2009

Okay this is probably the longest break in-between posts. I got back from vacay 2 days ago and I'm just chilly chillin. SUPER FUN! =P How have your summers been? Anyone as excited for school as I am?! Im SOPUMPED! Haha, and the loser is back! Well I'll talk to y'all later because I have two summer reading books to finish in two weeks. I am TOOCOOL!

Summer On!
pb xoxo

Wednesday, August 12, 2009


Look West and you'll find sun, surf, Maliboobs and the best sunsets
Look East and you'll find cold winters that give your ass frostbite but sunrises that shake your core.
Look North and you find North America =) along with the cold Arctic
Look South to find Creole, Jumbalaya and a whole lott Voo-Doo. And some Texans, but whatevs.

Look inside to find the answers to your problems, troubles, heartache and strife. You have every answer you need. All you need to do is look inside and just focus...

Summer on!
pb xxoo

Saturday, August 1, 2009

teen angst

bare and exposed
covered and clothed
all at the same time

insecurities cause cracks in the caked-on mask
that is what she sees
that is what she thinks
            what she lives

no amount of green can make her red go away
photoshop is no match
to the puffy eyes
and run mascara
of a broken heart.

no, heart doesn't quite cut it.
her soul broke when they broke-up.
her very being was shattered

everyone around her says that she will forget, heal and move on soon enough
tell that to the scars she hides
the tears she cries when no one is looking
the echoes that bound from the tiled walls of the bathroom seem like taunts reminding her of
horrors that she can't escape
a twisted symphony that, whenever she hears it, pushes her down the rabbit hole further and further

the lies
the heartbreak
the hurt
the pain
are all normal
yet so excruciating that no one should ever be subjected to them.
but why are we all put through it at one point or another?