Broken

I was always there for you

Unquestionably, unwavering. 

No doubts, no fear. Just there. 

And I always came back; don't know why, just did. 

But you always made it worth it.

But one little slip and now it's broken again.

And I don't have the effort to fix it...again...again...again. Alone.

And since you aren't helping either, so be it.

Goodbye.

King Solomon

If you had to choose, who would you pick?

If King Solomon were to cut you in half, I would be the one to give you up.

In short: I'm here for the long run. I care more.

We have a history together and have always been in eachother's lives. 

I'm always gonna be here for you, whatever you choose.

BFFs...right?

I know it seems irrational, but it's just the truth. I don't know why I feel this way, but I do.

You and me are always on the same page so when we don't see eye-to-eye it throws me off.

I love you to death but I'm over *that* and I need you to understand.

There's no need to be nasty, it's just the way I feel.

I'm sorry if you feel the need to be profane or hurtful, but all I'm doing is laying down the facts.

Mean Girls

She leaves a wake of destruction behind her,

her shiny veneers hide fangs so sharp they will tear you apart

and some swear they have seen a tail whip around underneath her too-short skirt.

People divert their eyes when she passes

and her perfectly coiffed hair hides horns.

Her ingenuity is used to tear girls down.

God Damn, high school girls are bitches! 

Okay this is probably the longest break in-between posts. I got back from vacay 2 days ago and I'm just chilly chillin. SUPER FUN! =P How have your summers been? Anyone as excited for school as I am?! Im SOPUMPED! Haha, and the loser is back! Well I'll talk to y'all later because I have two summer reading books to finish in two weeks. I am TOOCOOL!

Summer On!

pb xoxo

Directions

Look West and you'll find sun, surf, Maliboobs and the best sunsets

Look East and you'll find cold winters that give your ass frostbite but sunrises that shake your core.

Look North and you find North America =) along with the cold Arctic

Look South to find Creole, Jumbalaya and a whole lott Voo-Doo. And some Texans, but whatevs.

Look inside to find the answers to your problems, troubles, heartache and strife. You have every answer you need. All you need to do is look inside and just focus...

Summer on!

pb xxoo

teen angst

bare and exposed

covered and clothed

all at the same time

insecurities cause cracks in the caked-on mask

that is what she sees

that is what she thinks

            what she lives

     breathes

     is.

no amount of green can make her red go away

photoshop is no match

to the puffy eyes

and run mascara

of a broken heart.

no, heart doesn't quite cut it.

her soul broke when they broke-up.

her very being was shattered

everyone around her says that she will forget, heal and move on soon enough

tell that to the scars she hides

the tears she cries when no one is looking

the echoes that bound from the tiled walls of the bathroom seem like taunts reminding her of

horrors that she can't escape

a twisted symphony that, whenever she hears it, pushes her down the rabbit hole further and further

the lies

the heartbreak

the hurt

the pain

are all normal

yet so excruciating that no one should ever be subjected to them.

but why are we all put through it at one point or another?