Dejection

I'm not saying don't be happy: I'm saying don't be happy in front of me. Your elation reminds me of my failure. I don't care if they haze you or kidnap you or make you ring a bell in the principals office. Just don't be happy in front of me, because I WILL breakdown crying. Just like in Drama(thanks for that) and before Drama(Thanks again) and on the bus when I recounted what happened in Drama(you guys are the BEST FRIENDS EVER!). I know you're there for me for everything else(sort of) but I'm gonna not be there for you on this. Because now you have each other, and everyone else who won. You all deserve each other.