I hate not being able to tell anyone

I hate being told I'm wrong, or being laughed at

I hate the stares when they know

I hate being told I'm paranoid because I'm not! It has already happened and I am trapped.

I hate that I'm right and that they all know

I hate not knowing

I hate knowing that they know

I always ask myself if I did the right thing, and everyday I have to see my answer.

every fucking day

and what am I supposed to do?

Leave?

no

fucking

way