Saturday, April 18, 2009
So...what is love? I can say I'm in love, but is it love or just an infatuation my stubborn nature won't let me give-up? I see a connection, so I pursue it, but am I pursuing the wrong thing? I can be friends with a guy, but looking back, I've had a crush on every single one of my guy friends at some point. So what? I can't be friends with a guy unless I've gotten him out of my system? So what about him? You know, the one I can't forget? What do I do? I've told myself and other a million times, "I'm over him!" yet here it is again! And I don't like it being there, but I don't want it to go away. I sit here typing on my computer because he doesn't answer and I talk to people about him because he has this effect on me! I don't know. I just don't want this turning into unrequited love, because that will suck!